Missing you so much tonight my bubba boy. But that's nothing new as I miss you every day and night. Life without you just isnt right, and I dont think we will ever get used to this feeling of emptiness. Mumma has really enjoyed coming to your forever garden and reading you a story every night. I know daddy has to. We hope you enjoy listening to them Jack Jack. Mumma has your picture right next to her bedside, seeing your little face keeps me going when I feel like giving up. Honestly my darling boy, there are no words to describe this sense of loneliness and emptiness but it's all surrounded by the love I have for you. You've made me a mumma, but the best thing of all is I'm your mumma. Sleep tight my precious little wriggle piggle. Mummy loves you, and sends you big sloppy kisses all the way up to heaven. Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx